On a serious note, take this piece of advice to heart and leave the community. There is a permeating culture of contempt and hate against people with what could be described as mental illness, and a general dislike towards Americans. You will not earn approval or respect, so you'd be better off spending time with other like-minded people in real life, especially since, according to statistics, every time you feel sad you play a proverbial coin-toss about whether to take your own life.
There are people in the community who will make fun of you, quite intensely. It will not stop. Every time you post anything on the forums or come on TeamSpeak, someone will make fun of you. I can virtually guarantee this.